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sandalwood [26 Jul 2009|11:55pm] So I found what was making my house stinky! I got a bamboo plant like two years ago and for some reason it molded, rotted, I really don't know. Some of the branches turned black but the rest of the plant was great...but the roots were STANKY! It was NOT taking in water, which meant something was wrong right? I'm working on my green thumb.

[09 Jul 2009|02:08am] I'm asking my parents to help me and Matt buy a house with some land before our economy ends up as a depression. We want to make another garden with a hell of a lot more food, chickens, a cow, and a sheep. Also talking to them about buying gold....our banks are going to nationalize with the world. Starting December 31st basically ALL the food we eat will be more poisoned with pesticides, herbicides, chemicals and, genetically modified foods will come full force (not like it already is). Try looking on your food labels, even right now...the ingredient is CODEX ALIMENTARIUS. This isn't just ONE chemical, no no, this is up to 3000 toxins they can put in your food. EVERY animal you eat will have man made growth hormones and antibiotics inserted in them. If the animals repeatedly get antibiotics in them, they will become resistant to them. We eat those animals....WE WILL BECOME RESISTANT. Thus, getting more sick easily and relying on the pharmaceuticals companies that demand money...which we won't have because money is gold, and we are in a depression. Not only is this US policy, it's 183 COUNTRIES WORLDWIDE. The CDC calls for 1 billion dying from starvation the first year alone. Gah I could go on and on and on and on and on about this, but yet no one really seems to give a flying fuck.

[19 Jan 2009|01:50pm] all i get is daytime, nighttime suffering. i absolutely hate myself for putting myself in this situation. how do i get out of it? my mind won't let me. i want two things at once, it's not right nor fair. i listen to my heart and it says two things. so how the hell do i choose which one? i need HELP.

[05 Dec 2008|11:48pm] iPhone love!! Posted via LiveJournal.app.

[16 Nov 2008|01:58pm] i feel like meghan seay again. it took 3 1/2 years but damnit i am myself again. no depression, no stress, no anxiety. i have true friends now that i go out with every weekend. i can depend on them and i know they won't screw me over. me and matt are doing better than ever. i can let go with him more than ever, i felt i only had one life with him, but now i feel we have separate lives even though we come together and share them too. i am consistently busy, which i use to be in high school. although i am getting use to it and i am tired a lot it's getting better and it's getting normal to me. i NEVER thought i would come out of this. to become and feel like my old self. the happy always positive hilarious self!! i think i made it b/c i never gave up. i pushed my way through school and just living. all the ASL classes went to the zoo yesterday since it was free day. even though i finished all those classes i went and brought henry thomas, a lot of them are required to meet a deaf person for asl 1 & 2 so i helped them out too. he loved it! he even taught us some animal signs like camel and frog. i played with him for 2 hours after wards, then went to old navy to hang with leah and shop, then i took a nap for an hour then i went to mirage the haku (spelling?) bar and it was amazing. gold celings and nice hakus and cushions and floor couches with little tables and stuff. then we went to cory's buddy's kegger, there was like 20 people there but they were cool as fuhh and me and jana and cory all figured out we smoked and we were shocked then cory just smoked us up it was so awesome! i am having a huge christmas party here and we're celebrating lauren's cory's and jana's birthdays here!! if you live in knoxville you're invited too! oh and i totally fell down like 5 wooden stairs at henry thomas's. i hit one part of my bum and it's a huge ass purple bruise. henry was already down the stairs and he signs u ok? pain? pain? cry? cry? i am sorry. then he gave me a huge hug. it was the cutest, even though i felt like i was going to throw up from pain.

[05 Nov 2008|07:57pm] ok, i didn't like hilary duff...but now, i can't stop listening to this song. and does anyone else think she's flippin sexy? hahahaha also LISTEN TO LADY GAGA, holla.

[23 Oct 2008|10:20pm] if you haven't discovered LADY GAGA, you should. her cd comes out on the 28th. she rules, and i don't care if you make fun of me for it haha. i just made $140 bucks by babysitting the new love of my life, he is the cutest deaf kid ever, i swear by it. saturday me, matt, our doggies, jess, and jon are all going to gatlinburg to hike and see cades cove, then making dogs and burgs on a grill in one of the parks!!!!!!! i am so excited. the dogs are going to love it and so am i. sometimes i just love life so much.

[18 Oct 2008|02:10pm] so my "friend" is telling everyone that i am not matt's type and that she is, she said she would do ANYTHING to just have the chance with matt. and that it will only be soon enough that we break up. funny. matt thinks she's a fugly slut and i thought she was a slut even when we were "friends". one part of me wants to call her ass and cuss her out. another wants me to get her fired from wok hay b/c then she'll have NOTHING (she got kicked outta her house, no car, no schooling), and another part of me says be the bigger person and just don't do anything. this is the second time around she has done this. the first time she told me and my manager that she doesn't like matt at all and that she was sorry for the confusion. if you know emily struble, please don't mind leaving the shittiest tip to her or yelling SLUT!!!!!!!! when you see her hahah what do you think i should do? either way that bitch is getting my piece of mind, whether it be nice or mean. anyways, i might be the coach for ice skating for special olympics with the elementary deaf kids, woo!

[08 Oct 2008|04:30pm] i hope everyone sits down and figures out how much their are spending. we only need to spend money on essentials. do NOT use credit cards, only use if you have that money cash in your hand and that you pay it back that day! don't even think about getting a loan, and if you do--only get the amount of money you need, not more, b/c then the company will be getting more money-not you!! i really really hope everyone is registered to vote and actually votes. our america, and the world is having hard times and money right now is precious. PLEASE VOTE!! and not to be a bitch but i hope you are voting for obama!! i loveeeeeeeeee my life, yo.

[02 Oct 2008|10:36pm] now i am usually the type of person who doesn't swoon over celebrities. the only actors i have "swoon" over was vince vaughn and sean penn. but dammit edward norton you are one good looking fellow. i am still so busy. class tomorrow, study with jess in library, babysit henry thomas and emme, drinks with the girls at night! wooooooo. then next weekend i am going to the boro b/c it's sam's 21st bday and we are going to nashville and getting crunk and i cannot wait. i got a 76, 88, 98, and 95 all my first tests. can i get a HELL YEAH? hell yeah! hollaaaaaaaaaaa, oh and doobie wants to say HAY YALL:

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